College tomorrow. SHIT.
I have an essay to finish (gonna start on that in a sec) and an edit to finish (do that when I get home on my iMac) if I'm not going to get my arse kicked out when I go back to college. I might have other work to do, probably an evaluation or two, I'll cobble something together for the Single Camera Drama edit.
Work I don't mind, the essays etc annoy me but that's part of a college or uni course... I just hate college as a whole... fed up with class members with a problem with me, fed up of corrupt and biased tutors and an evil head of department who'd love to see me kicked out - he tried to but then I went and got BBC work experience so he couldn't really justify kicking me out with that, lol.
I could go in to what college have done to screw me over and make my life harder, but it'd be a long list. I don't want a fuss, or sympathy, I just wish they'd fuck off and stop making a hard career path even harder. I'll do pretty much whatever it takes to reach my dream, including putting up with being surrounded by complete pricks, but it doesn't mean I like it, or it's necessary for them to be like that.
I just have to keep telling myself, a month and a half to go until I can walk out of college's doors forever, hopefully with a good grade! But after that I don't have a clue, I'm pretty scared about what happens after that, I have to get a job, bloody impossible in these current times, move out, etc etc, dunno if I am ready, well I guess I am, I really do want to move out and get working in the industry, but at the same time, I think it's gonna be very hard to get there!
Here's hoping...
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