Just got an e-mail...

...saying I can't film at the RAF cos apparently I was rude and had a poor attitude. Not sure how they figure that one cos I immediately said sorry and that it was my mistake that I thought I could film. So now I am fucking seething with anger, I don't care if it's the bloody Royal Air Force, does not give them the right to treat civilians like shit! RAF Waddington had better go ok or I am really gonna hurt someone, cos I have had ENOUGH of being treated like this and I've just had enough of this fucking stupid project, I hate it, I never want to see a Lancaster again and I wish I had never chosen the fucking stupid topic, but done about the Bransby Horses Home or something like that. This is the worst project I have ever done, and I hate it and just want it to be over!!