...It Is Now!!!
Ok, so it's not over, I have 4 more days left. Only 4. It's so surreal, it's crazy. But my final project and all my work is handed in. The feeling of pride and achievement is immense, and now I have to wait for it to be marked!
People who have already seen the documentary think it's really really good and my friends are so proud of me, I am so proud of myself, I feel so great right now despite feeling a bit ill, I feel on top of the world.
I know there are hard days ahead and a massive chance of unemployment, almost certainly so at first, but inside I am confident I will make it somehow, and if I can't get a job in media, I will try and get a job somewhere anyway. Mum keeps ""bringing me down to earth"" about ""the real world"" basically telling me I need to get a job to afford anything (well duh, I know that, I am not 4, and I want a job!) and then she tells me there's no way I am gonna get a job cos no-one will employ me or anyone (yeah thanks for the parental encouragement and confidence mum....) I am trying to ignore her. I know it's gonna be hard etc - but there is NO point stressing unncecessarily - where as she is a total stresshead without good reason. Well if she wants to make herself ill, sucks to her - I'm gonna enjoy my moment while I can.
Life has been tough and while this course represents a new start and new life for me, it's been a massive step into the new me from the hard times of the past and I am gonna enjoy my new life, cos I have worked damn hard enough for it. And anyone who wants to quibble can try living my life and see if they say the same.
But enough negativity. I am happy. And celebrating. And it feels gurrrrrrrrrrrrrrd! XD
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