So here we are... going nowhere.

Still no work for me, Red Bee project got pushed back to May for now, I am fully expecing it to be pushed back again, in which case I think I will move home.

I have no direction, do not really know what I am living for, fed up with going nowhere, doing nothing...

On the other hand, I have volunteered for Scouts, and I am still loving my fencing, but I am so, so, so incredibly alone and it's killing me.

Feel pretty damn shit right now. And have a mammoth of housework etc...